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  HEART OF WAR

  “A sizzling tale of adultery, murder, and military cover-ups.”

  —Atlanta Journal Constitution

  “A fascinating peek behind the olive drab curtain, blending a solid plot with a piercing critique of hypocrisy, power politics, and sexual misconduct in today’s armed forces.”

  —New York Times Book Review

  “Gracefully written and affecting. Riveting courtroom exchanges. . . . A swift but sensitive novel.”

  —Booklist

  “Difficult to put down. Engrossing enough to keep readers going to the end. Highly recommended.”

  —Library Journal

  “A savagely entertaining thriller about today’s Army. Hits today’s hot buttons . . . a murder mystery that leads to a riveting courtroom showdown. Brilliantly depicted scenes of politicking and blackmailing. Truscott’s latest wins a thriller Medal of Honor.”

  —Publishers Weekly (starred)

  “A well-handled shocker. An engrossing, cautionary tale from Truscott, now making a welcome return to the military milieu he knows best.”

  —Kirkus Reviews

  “An enjoyable read that makes good use of the author’s familiarity with things military. Truscott knows his setting, and he makes the most of it. Twists and turns and a surprising conclusion. A good antidote to the summer heat.”

  —Washington Post

  “As incisive as any news report on the trials bedeviling today’s politically correct military. . . . A must-finish thriller and revelatory look behind the khaki curtain.”

  —King Features

  “A tense, brilliant novel. Kara Guidry is a character who will stay with you long after you’ve finished Heart of War. It’s hard to imagine how Truscott’s novel could be more topical.”

  —Castro Valley Forum

  “Couldn’t be more timely. Truscott offers a riveting insider’s perspective of today’s Army while humanizing the soldiers and officers. Kara Guidry [is a] fascinating protagonist. One of the most clever, most committed and humane characters to be found in the murder mystery genre. An important and relevant thriller.”

  —Hartford Courant

  “Truscott’s characters are focused and driven and thoroughly believable. His exploration of military-social issues is thoughtful, without slowing down the plot. An absorbing, thought-provoking thriller.”

  —Herald Sunday (Portsmouth)

  “A stunning interweaving of contemporary issues built into a love story, a murder mystery, and courtroom thriller. A good, enjoyable read. Satisfying.”

  —Times-Picayune (New Orleans)

  “Truscott twists his plots and subplots into a final military courtroom scene where justice actually is done. Heart of War gobbles today’s headlines about sex between the ranks.”

  —Kansas City Star

  “A spirited, provocative novel.”

  —Penthouse

  “By providing satisfying plot twists when needed and consistently challenging civilian notions of military life, Truscott has produced a novel that ought to become a popular take-along title to the beach and on peacekeeping missions overseas.”

  —Chicago Tribune

  “A good choice for the beach or a cross-country airplane ride.”

  —Sunday Advocate

  “A provocative look at old taboos in the Army. A fast-paced mystery that entertains while providing insight into problems facing the military and society.”

  —Daily News (Newport News, Rhode Island)

  “Truscott deserves a 21-gun salute for predicting the headlines of the day.”

  —San Diego Union-Tribune

  “Heart of War is a good read with just enough serious issues tossed in to make it as timely as last week’s headlines.”

  —Richmond Times-Dispatch

  “Heart of War is truly as timely as today’s headlines and fated to make some of its own. Another winner from Lucian Truscott.”

  —Rockdale Citizen

  “A solid whodunit. An easy, engrossing read. Topical, timely, and terrific.”

  —Gannett News Service

  “High-octane suspense. The most interesting woman in the recent rash of military mystery thrillers is Major Kara Guidry. A very believable woman officer caught up in the middle of the most highly charged issues facing the military today.”

  —Stars and Stripes

  Heart of War

  Lucian K. Truscott IV

  To my mother

  Anne Harloe Truscott

  Then again, I’ll tell you what we could do

  You be me for a while, and I’ll be you.

  —Paul Westerberg

  The Replacements

  “I’ll Be You”

  Chapter One

  Kara Guidry was stunned by her indecision.

  They had been together only a few months, but already she loved to lie next to him in bed and lean on her elbow and watch him sleep. With his eyes closed, he looked like a boy, except for the curly brown hair on his chest that became a light fuzz at his belly button and got darker and more wiry going down, swirling and twisting at the sinuous juncture of his thighs in a passionate calculus of the flesh.

  She wanted to reach out and stroke his belly and rub her fingers in the thickening sworls of his masculinity, but if she touched him, he would wake up, and she wanted him to sleep so she could lie there and gaze at him. Her dilemma was delicious, made her feel like a girl instead of the woman she was.

  The first time they spent the night together she had been watching him sleep and had absentmindedly run her fingernail down his belly, and he jerked awake full of fire. In the dim light she thought she saw yellow in his eyes, and from somewhere deep in his chest came a low, guttural growl. Then he rolled gracefully over on top of her, and he looked into her eyes and the yellow was there, she could see it clearly now. He growled again and chewed on her shoulder, sending shivers down her legs. He burrowed his face into her neck, and he held her breast in his hand like a hunter in possession of prey. As he nibbled her lips, she looked up into his eyes and they flashed hungrily and he started licking her, grooming her like a cat. His tongue searched for pockets of sweat, and when he found them, he drank deeply. She hoped he would never stop, and he didn’t, not for a long, long time.

  She looked over at the bedside clock radio. 10:30. She whispered his name.

  “Mace. Mace Nukanen. Wake up.”

  He stirred, threw an arm over his forehead, and settled back into a deep sleep. She got up and tiptoed across the room, and stood at the big motel mirror filling one wall of the bathroom and ran her fingers through her blond hair.

  Must be those reveille runs, she mused.

  She looked pretty damn good for a thirty-five-year-old woman who had spent a third of her time on the earth in the United States Army. She weighed exactly the same as she had on the day she graduated from West Point thirteen years ago. Maybe her elbows were a little sharper, her smile lines a little deeper, but her body had survived pretty much intact. Her hips curved gracefully into tight, sinewy thighs, and her waistline was nothing to be ashamed of. She remembered with some distaste that a few years ago when she had been in law school, studying maybe eighteen hours a day, she had given up running and gained ten pounds that had settled around her midsection like a thick winter coat. Immediately she had carved two hours from her studies and went back to running every morning. She had never stopped.

  She splashed water on her face. She had her father’s strong jaw
and serious brows and her mother’s pointed chin and slender, elegant nose. Her deep-set, large brown eyes looked perpetually skeptical, darkly witty, and when they flashed, they could make dogs bark and small children hide their faces. Her smile was like her voice, warm and just a little husky and worn.

  She heard a step, saw him in the mirror, turned in time to catch him around the waist. “We’ve got to go. It’s almost checkout time.”

  He pulled her toward him. “No, we don’t. We can stay another day.”

  “I’ve got that court-martial on Tuesday, and I’ve got to spend tomorrow prepping for it.”

  “Right. Corporal Richards. That thing in New Orleans. You going to get him off?”

  “I won’t stand a chance if we don’t get ourselves back to Benning today.”

  He was taller than she was, stronger. He turned on the shower, picked her up, and stepped in. Water cascaded into their faces as he kissed her, sliding his hands down, grabbing her ass. She lifted her knees, wrapped her legs around his waist, leaned back against the shower wall. All she could hear was the rhythmic pounding of the shower and his hot, wet breath on her breasts. She knew why she surrendered herself to him. He did care about her; he cared about her in a way she had never experienced before, and he had insisted that she understand this even though she knew it was dangerous for both of them.

  He was younger than her by several years; she had never bothered to ask how many. The absence of gray hairs in his crew cut told her what she needed to know. So did his skin, which was smooth and unlined, and his eyes, which sparkled with eager intelligence, and his hands, as big as omelet pans, which he carried at his sides awkwardly like a teenager.

  She had met him canoeing down a river in north Georgia. It was the middle of the week, and they were alone on the river, each in their own canoes, and they fell into following each other, taking the same line through the rapids, leaning back sunning themselves through the slow stretches. Ten miles had gone by before he asked her what she did. She told him. She asked him. He told her. Another five miles passed before he asked her what rank she was. It was already too late.

  She was out there on the river with him, and she had watched his broad, tanned back glistening in the hot sun, the easy stroke of his paddle. He knew the river, embraced it like a lover, pointing at a turtle sunning on a log, a muskrat diving from the bank, swimming into its lodge, the swirl of a smallmouth bass rising for a cricket caught in a ripple behind a sunken stone. They rounded a bend, and he pulled his canoe to the side of the river and climbed up the bank and slid down the muddy bed of a feeder stream into the river with a huge splash. He stood up grinning, and she did the same thing, and there they were, diving on their bellies down a muddy stream into the river like a couple of otters. She ran up the bank and slid down again. Her top came off, lost in the rushing water of the river. She laughed. Then they both ran up the bank, and he slid down and then she belly-flopped onto the mud, and when she squirted into the river he caught her in his arms. Later on, they set up camp on a sandbar and sat staring at the fire as darkness fell. He poked it with a stick, sending sparks flying into the night.

  “What are we going to do? I’m a sergeant. You’re a major. They’ve got fraternization rules against what we’re doing. They’d discharge both of us if they found out we were out here on this river together.”

  She walked to the riverbank, threw a rock into the water. “Have you ever thought of signing up for Officer Candidate School?”

  He laughed. “Me? You see me as a lieutenant?”

  “It’s just a thought.”

  “Hey, I’ve been a sergeant for twelve years now. I’ve only got eight left for my twenty. I like being a sergeant.”

  “It’d solve the fraternization problem, is all I was thinking.”

  “It’s not a problem yet, is it?”

  “I guess not.”

  He walked over next to her, picked up a rock, tossed it in his hand. “Wanna bet I can’t hit that flat spot out there behind that rock in the middle of the river?”

  She looked at the river. A large boulder had formed a V-shaped ripple that glistened in the moonlight. He was grinning. “How much?” she asked.

  “One kiss.”

  “You’re on.”

  He wound up like a baseball pitcher and threw. The rock landed dead center, exploding the riffle in a spray of bright water. “Close enough for government work?”

  She took his face in her hands and kissed him on the mouth. Smiling, she said, “See? It’s a problem already.”

  That night they slept next to each other in sleeping bags near the fire, and in the morning they stripped naked and bathed in the river and cooked scrambled eggs and looked at each other across their tin plates like they’d been doing it every morning of their lives. When they were finished eating breakfast, he took the frying pan and the plates and coffeepot to the edge of the river with a bar of hand soap and did the dishes. Watching him squatting at stream side scrubbing the pots and pans and plates, that was when she decided.

  Damn the fraternization rules. The hell with Article 134. He was worth it.

  She reached around him and turned off the shower.

  “We’ve really got to check out of this dump.”

  He grinned. “Dump? The commanding general’s quarters is a slum compared to a room with you in it.”

  She kissed him on the nose, stepped out of the shower, grabbed a towel. A twelve-by-twelve motel room on the Gulf Coast of Florida was the Ritz and she couldn’t remember the last time she’d felt this way, couldn’t even remember what it meant to feel this way, except for the fact that it meant trouble. Big trouble.

  She felt him coming up behind her, whipped around.

  “Get your hands off me!” she laughed.

  He dove onto the floor, grabbed a foot, started kissing her toes. He was up around her ankle by the time she broke free.

  “Coffee? You ever heard of coffee? You want to get some coffee?”

  He looked up.

  “I get plenty of coffee in the mess hall every day of the week. I only get you on the weekends.”

  “We can fix that. Move out of the barracks. Get yourself a place downtown. We could spend every night together out at my place.”

  “Too dangerous. Somebody’d be bound to see us.”

  He was right, of course. It was one thing to sneak away down to Florida. Quite another to flaunt their illicit relationship, even off-post, around Fort Benning.

  She dropped to her knees, grabbed his face in both hands, and kissed him on the mouth. He bit her lip, and she bit his, and they tugged at each other, not wanting to let go. Monday was coming up on them too fast. The real world was about to set in, and they didn’t want to let go of what they had, which was unreal; and it was illicit and it was hot and it was undeniable, and because it was all those things it was dangerous and hugely wonderful.

  “I’m going to pull rank on you.”

  “Try it.”

  She stood up, looking down at him. His face was framed between her breasts. His eyes were so dark and huge she felt she could dive into them and never hit bottom. He reached up for her, she jumped back, and he fell forward on his chest on the floor, make-believe groaning.

  “It’s another goddamned Sunday. I wish Sundays would go away.”

  “If there wasn’t a Sunday, there wouldn’t be a Monday, and we’d never start the week and get to Friday, would we?”

  “Miss Practicality. Is that what they voted you in high school?”

  “Hey, it works in court, I’ll tell you that much.”

  She patted his head. He felt like a big cat, ready to pounce. He leaked desire, every muscled inch of him was blazing soaking glowing red with it. It felt good, a man in heat at your feet. She wondered why so many years had passed before this man had come along and made her feel this way, and then she looked down at him and he smiled at her, and she stopped wondering and she kissed him and she pulled him to his feet and she shoved him toward his overnight ba
g.

  “We’ve got a long drive ahead of us.”

  He stepped into his jeans and pulled a sweater over his head. “I’ll take the bags down to the car.” He grabbed them and went outside. Down the way a door opened, and a crew-cut man stepped out of his room, heading for his car. Mace turned and went quickly back inside.

  She was standing at the mirror, her back to him. She turned around and saw him standing at the window, peeking through the curtains. “What’s the matter? I thought you went out to the car.”

  “I just saw Lieutenant Parks getting into his car.”

  “Your platoon leader? He’s here?”

  “Yeah. He almost saw me.”

  “So? He signed your pass. You’re allowed a weekend at the beach.”

  “Not staying in a room with a Jeep Cherokee with an officer’s sticker on the bumper, I’m not.”

  She walked up behind him and peeked over his shoulder. Across the highway, the Gulf was choppy under heavy December skies. A car started, pulled out of the motel parking lot, turned down the highway, and disappeared into the misty distance.

  “He’s gone.”

  “That was Parks?”

  “Yeah.”

  “That was close.”

  “Yeah.” He opened the door, and she stepped into the parking lot. An icy wind off the Gulf of Mexico hit so hard it took her breath away. Clouds over the water had turned into a black wall across the horizon, gray curtains of rain below slanting darkly into the Gulf.

  “That’s some storm out there,” she said.

  She unlocked the door of the Jeep Cherokee and climbed in the driver’s seat. He climbed in the other side. “We can stay ahead of it if we don’t stop for breakfast.”

  “Let’s go.”

  She pulled out of the motel parking lot and turned up Route 41, heading north, toward Georgia.

  Tall trees at the edge of the parade field were bent horizontal, whipping the ground with low limbs. General William Beckwith stood at the window of his office in Headquarters. He was wearing a white shirt with a black bow tie and his drawers. His white legs disappeared into black over-the-calf socks. Outside, a lone soldier leaned hard into the wind as he made his way down the sidewalk into Headquarters.